Another Goodbye!

You know they say “Goodbyes are Hard!" Herein I Am talking about the hard part of it.

Goodbyes are hard, yes they are. See, the subject of this statement is not goodbyes, it's the ‘Hard part.’ This is so different for everyone, unlike goodbyes which are probably easy. For the latter one, you just gotta wave at the opposite person, ‘smiling most important’, whilst they are leaving. It's what you feel afterwards that makes you feel a bag full of emotions.

And over the years, as we grow older and wiser, not everyone is included in this list(See, I got you this time!). Most of us have had plenty of goodbye experiences until now and some of them have brought tears to our eyes. But one which hits the hardest, for me personally, is when you leave your home for the very first time ever to move out. I swear it was the hardest. It's been around 2 years since I left my home, my hometown and moved to another city for college and everytime I come back home I can fairly recall that moment.

I am talking about this because every time I am going back to college this strange feeling of leaving again hits. Those last 2-3 hours are weird man. Your stuff is packed or you are in the process of packing, stagnant, looking at it, probably confused or again experiencing a mixed bag full of emotions. 

I for one become very quiet sometimes, just disinterested in packing. In short I feel “Mujhe Nahi Jaana Waapis”. Cause you know that in that city you’ll probably have everything yet nothing. This hits harder when you are traveling alone. A lonely man over-thinks a lot and especially if you are not busy. But this gloominess lasts only until the time you are alone. The moment you reach your house/hostel it changes, a big smile on your face,for you will be reunited with your beloved gang, your loved not so loved ones and most important freedom of speaking abusive language, love language in boy terms. Yes, this completes the cycle for this time. 

See the crux for this blog is, do say your goodbyes to everyone happily, cause most of the time it's not forever, it's rather a ‘I’ll be back soon’. A little bit of crying is allowed(250 grams). And don't worry about the afterhours feeling, for it's just part of life.

Until then,

Goodbye for now!

I hope I talked something relatable this time.HAHA

Catch you in the next one